Saturday, October 11, 2008

well,, may i have this kind of design for my lovelyyy pocari sweat's bottle..?
dream looks, but having  a better feeling while staring the pocari's bottle,,,
hemm,, how do u think??

Friday, October 3, 2008

live is so pathetic after a while...

well,, 
inspired from lim hendry's i also start to recall back my memory about my daily live activities before i'm entering TOA....
life just so fun where i can really enjoy my time with my friends,,, esp movie time,,, nowadays,, i seldom watch movie,,, each time i go out,, with my mom, friends,,, whoever, i always thinking about my assignment that waiting for me at home...  feeling like dont want to do,,, but maybe this called perfectionist figure,,, where i really want to achieve something good,,i cant escape from this feeling,,but now, i start to rethink why i become like this???  maybe this was affected by my college friends,, ok some of them,, which really care about their result and achievement..   i want a good result,, who dont want it?? but in the other hand,, i also want an enjoyable life,,, i want to feel the excitement of being teenage and living in this age,, this time wont come twice...


how should i react?? first term,, second term,,, i still can sleep before 1 am... but now,, im addicted to night time,,, it seems to be an excitement for me if i can sleep late,, and see my household has go to sleep....  is it a good thing, that means i can have more time to do my assignment or is this a bad thing that i start to corrupting my health?? 

now,, i even don't know,, which one is the good one,, is this the life style that we want to walk on,,, to accomplish our destiny in the future,, but not enjoying our life time??? 
well,,, expert people,,, fine,,, most success people will said,, that pay it all this time while u are studying,, then u can enjoy your life later... but can all the achievement and money buy back my time "NOW"????

i want to be dont care but i cant,,,, i want to do whatever i want,,, but i cant,,,, i really wish i cannn...

exploration week????? hem,, they suppose to call it replacement class week....
here it goes...